My friend thinks we've abandoned her because she dropped out of school and spends all day sleeping. We're all busy with work, after school activities, sport, club activities, etc, etc and she complains we don't speak to her or invite her to go out shopping. We don't have time to go shopping, we also can't afford it. She doesn't bother messaging us but then complains that we don't? She is now threatening suicide and I want to scream.
I've enrolled to vote.
I got $4 necklace from my aunty that she thought looked 'cheap and nasty'. I don't care about price but would have liked a bit more thought put into it. My family's not close, tbh I'm lucky I got anything. It's hard to see my friends spend their birthdays with their familys when mine is so distant, that I don't even get a phone call.
My dad missed my birthday...again... He works in the middle of the ocean and doesn't get phone or wifi. I know he loves me, but I miss him.
I should feel happy, so why do I want to cry?
Today I smiled. When I got into class my friend spelled out 'HAPPY 18TH ABI' in cupcakes she made (they were amazing!)
On the weekend I went out with a few friends and they really helped pull me out of a funk. I don't get to see them much because of school and commitments but they light up my life <3
Can't wait to see Taz this weekend, I really need a hug.
Also I finished my English essay running on a couple glasses of wine so lets hope it makes sense XD
Catch you later xx
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