As Taz mentioned in her last post, I am currently in year 12 and the stress is really getting to me.When I was starting highschool I had friends in year 12 and I said to one once "Only 4 subjects? You must have tons of spare time"...I want to go back and punch myself in the face!
I am currently studying Visual Arts, English Comms, Drama and Religion (compulsory) as well as trying to keep up with dance, hobbies and a social life.
But you know what I don't seem to have time for?
READING
Yes, reading. Me? The ultimate bookworm, who used to spend lunchtimes reading? Who got books confiscated for reading in class? Who read with a flashlight all night and now has awful eyesight?Yes it is the sad truth. The last time I read a book was on my dance trip, as I've said before I usually by a book at the airport to read on my trip. When I finished 'Red Queen' I bought 'Black Widow: Forever Red' but I ended up sleeping for most of the journey back due to jet lag. So now it has joined my shelf along with 'Throne of Glass', 'Eragon', 'Miss Peregrine's Home For Peculiar Children' and the other piles of books I have collecting dust on my shelves.
I even tried putting a book in my bag to read at school ('Marie Antoinette: Serial Killer') and I forget about it after my friend told me there were police at school because some people were stabbed nearby and they found the guy on our oval.
So reading and cosplay aren't going so swimmingly, luckily my final Performance Team performance was last weekend and Saturdays are finally free, so who knows? Maybe I'll have time to read again.
But just to put this into perspective of how stressed school is I had a breakdown and cried until my nose bled. The councillor sent me home and I slept for 5 hours and I am still tired. Honestly I can understand why my friends dropped out XD
But it's not all bad news - I finished season 2 of Supernatural recently. It scares the shit outta me but I still like it?
Catch you later xx
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